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Its okay to tell me how thin I am but its so rude if I were to tell you that you're fat?
You can love your curves but its gross for me to love my bones?
Just stop, were all beautiful not matter our shape. You can love your curves and I can love my bones and neither of us are more beautiful than the other.
I hate double standards.

I hung out at home today and did home base school work and learned to play Michicant by Bon Iver on my dad's Martin.

My speech went well, I stumbled over my words and was shaking like a leaf but it was the best I could do haha
Tomorrow is my senior picnic and its going to be raining. Oh well.
At least my senior project is over and my speech is DONE!
So relieved!

Senior Project speech today.
I'm going to kill it up there on the podium.
Heck yeah positive outlook.
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Decision to decisions are made and not bought
But I thought,
this wouldn't hurt a lot.
I guess not.
 

Why did you have to do those things? Now were both hurting here...

I'm pretty sick and found this series on Netflix.
I fell madly in love.
Mostly with Nick..
But its sooo good
and very relateble haha
I only have two episodes left though :(

My ex-boyfriends friends (who I have never met) are angry with him about the way he treats girls.
Hearing that just made me so happy haha
But really, he needs to learn how to treat a lady, and people in general. Smooth talking can only go so far, and lasts only so long.

Tomorrow's outfit.
I have to lug around my HUGE art portfolio tomorrow at school, ugh.
I got my cap and gown today! Ah! Terrifying and incredibly exciting!

So much to think about, so much to do, so little time, so much change, how am I going to do this?
I'm so stressed out, I made a list last night of everything I need to remember, it was 67 things long before I finally gave up. And most of these things are requirements to graduate.
Oh my gosh. I have FOUR WEEKS left.
FOUR WEEKS.
Its terrifying! All my friends are leaving, I'm going to have to get a job, I need to figure out my life! What am I going to do?! And if thats not enough I have SO much to do before graduating I cant even handle it! But during all this I would like to make some nice memories with my friends before they leave to colleges across the country! But I dont have time! Its all just horrible.
Meanwhile I have my ridiculous online classes with assignments such as
"Create a visual representation of your online virtual reality alter ego and write a three paragraph essay explaining their traits, location, friends, family and history" ARE YOU KIDDING ME. Its such a waste of time! I have so much else to do!
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I'm just really furious with school right now.
Sorry for my ranting.

Pricing my very first commission portrait!
Ah! SO exciting!
Check out my artwork here -
http://katiejoanneart.com/
And like my Facebook page here -
https://www.facebook.com/KatieJoanneArt
 
Oh and this song is SO beautiful, I'm singing it in concert choir for the California state festival competition thing. I forgot the name.
But we sing it in class with the lights off, holding hands to keep tempo, and with our eyes closed just to really get the feel of the song. Singing in a choir without being directed just makes you feel so much closer and more attuned to everyone.
Its really an indescribable experience that you could really only appreciate if you have been in a choir. And that triple forte when the basses come in, dang. It makes me smile everytime